A radiation-less day!

Whew. My bubble is fried. 5 days. How am I going to get through 5 more weeks?

Yesterday was exhausting. To "make up the hours", I got up as usual, got tortured with radioactive laser beams, ran to my day gig, worked through lunch, worked late, and had a gig that night. It was fun, but geez. After, I went to hubby's gig, which was just a few blocks away. We hung out, it was nice to be out and normal. Got home, slept for a few hours. Woke up in a panic, I'm so tired it's stupid, but I have a rehearsal and 2 gigs today.

Yup. All of this was booked before we knew I would be radiated. Though I probably would have booked it anyway.

Looking forward to tomorrow. How can I stay asleep when I finally get home? I'm so programmed to wake up early. And when I wake up, I think it's PTSD that I can't lay back down. After the surgery for at least a month and a half or 2, I couldn't do it. It scared me to have to get back up twice in the same day, the pain and uncomfortableness of the surgery while sitting up was pretty unbearable. And creepy. So now I can't seem to nap, or go back to sleep.

Hoping I survive this day.