Hubby is on his way back home from far, far away! I should be cleaning! Making dinner!
I just went out to get new batteries for our scale (God forbid I don't know my weight on a daily basis - I have NO CLUE what I was this morning... and it sounds neurotic, but I've been so out of touch with my body and it seemed to not react to my actions on the meds, so now it's time to figure out how I can make the scales tip in my favor!) and scored some adorable leftover Valentine's Day bamboo. Heart shaped. Yay, after-holiday-sales!
I feel super achy tonight. Actually a bit all day. Time to make some golden milk. Hopefully he'll be exhausted enough to want to just crawl into bed. I'm not sure I can handle more, but the turmeric might make me feel better. Maybe some magnesium too. My muscles feel crampy. F'ing healing crisis. But hey - I'd rather be here than crying on the tamoxifen. F'ing tamoxifen.
So, off I go to make golden milk, put new batteries in the scale, do a last minute clean up, and hopefully hug my man soon. A week? I have never been with someone that I've really missed after a week. Though, I am also good with the time apart, because for once, there is real trust, real love, and hey - bring home the nitrate free organic free range bacon!!!
Here's hoping that my aches and pains go away soon... it's also raining... that never helps. xo
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