AGH. I really want chocolate. To make matters worse, I baked brownies for our visit to the Oral Surgeon Friday. They have been so attentive and apologetic about Dr. AssWipe on Saturday - and I decided to bring them a present (I think I got 5 calls today!) My daughter does have complexities including hardware that is not removable, but Dr. A. refused to even talk about it. Apparently, Friday's doc is a nice man and I was reassured that he checked her x-rays and chart and is totally cool. I am thinking I will withhold the brownies until the deed is done. Is that mean? Yes, because the front office did what they have to do.
Meanwhile, my house smells like brownies to the 1000th power. I brushed my teeth and everything. Perhaps a glass of wine will calm down my choco-urge. I considered some Schmailey's, but that may just aggravate my need for creamy sweet deliciousness. Fuck you, Brownies.
I have been so run down recently. I suspect it's a combination of allergies and tamoxaustion. But hey, after last weekends little dim sum detour, I'm back at pre-diagnosis weight (sodium, begone!!!) and am not going to let some brownies ruin the fit of my jeans.
Methinks there will be some splurging this weekend if all goes according to plan and my little schnookums is on an ice cream diet. I actually did consider buying an ice cream cake - something she always seems to want and I never buy. Because I don't eat that shit. Perhaps ice cream cake with a side of enzymes and homemade yogurt will be my Saturday dinner. We'll see...
Oh for the love of a good Carvel Ice Cream Cake. It does a body good Kiku. :) Just splurge. And do it for the girl. Give her that one taste of a lifetime. It's a special occassion. All about TNT. She is after all, COOL, like her mom. Treat her- make it an annual splurge to have something to look forward to. Besides, they come in ALL sizes. So you're not going to be buying a large one, I'm sure of that.
ReplyDeleteGlad you're doing A-Okay. Kick the big C to the curb. Keep on, keepin' on... I love your blog!
Yeah... well, it's been postponed. I already warned the hubby that it will happen. We sometimes make our own ice cream, but there is no way in hell I can try to do all that crap!!! And by the time she goes in, I'll be in recovery from reconstruction and it'll be hot as hell. Sounds like the perfect time for some CRAP!!! :)
ReplyDeleteWe need to catch up soon - seriously!!! xoxo